Epilogue: Elliot Rodger


RIP

And that is how my tragic life ends. Who would have thought my life will turn out this way? I didn’t.

There was a time when I thought this world was a good and happy place. As a child, my whole world was

innocent. It wasn’t until I went through puberty and started desiring girls that my whole life turned into

a living hell. I desired girls, but girls never desired me back. There is something very wrong with that. It is

an injustice that cannot go unpunished. There is no way I could live a happy life with such a scenario. 

     Not only did I have to waste my entire youth suffering in loneliness and unfulfilled desire, but I had to

live with the knowledge that other boys my age were able to have all of the experiences I craved for. It is

absolutely unfair and unjust. In addition, I had to suffer the shame of other boys respecting me less

because I didn’t get any girls. Everyone knew I was a virgin. Everyone knew how undesirable I was to

girls, and I hated everyone just for knowing it. I want people to think that girls adore me. I want to feel

worthy. There is no pride in living as a lonely, unwanted outcast. I wouldn’t even call it living. 

     I am not meant to live such a pathetic, miserable life. That is not my place in this world. I will not bow

down and accept such a horrific fate. If humanity will not give me a worthy place among them, then I

will destroy them all. I am better than all of them. I am a god. Exacting my Retribution is my way of

proving my true worth to the world.

 

     In the midst of my suffering, I have been able to see the world much clearer than others. I have vision

that other people lack. Through my suffering, I have been able to see just how twisted and wrong this

world really is. The current state of humanity is what makes it wrong. I look at the human race and I see

only vileness and depravity, all because of an act known as… sexuality…

     Sex is by far the most evil concept in existence. The fact that life itself exists through sex just proves

that life is flawed. The act of sex gives human beings a tremendous amount of pleasure. Pleasure they

don’t deserve. No one deserves to experience so much pleasure, especially since some humans get to

experience it while some are denied it. When a man has sex with a beautiful woman, he probably feels

like he is in heaven. But the world is not supposed to be heaven. For some humans to actually be able to

feel such heights of heavenly pleasure is selfish and hedonistic. 

     The ultimate evil behind sexuality is the human female. They are the main instigators of sex. They

control which men get it and which men don’t. Women are flawed creatures, and my mistreatment at

their hands has made me realize this sad truth. There is something very twisted and wrong with the way

their brains are wired. They think like beasts, and in truth, they are beasts. Women are incapable of

having morals or thinking rationally. They are completely controlled by their depraved emotions and vile

sexual impulses. Because of this, the men who do get to experience the pleasures of sex and the

privilege of breeding are the men who women are sexually attracted to… the stupid, degenerate,

obnoxious men. I have observed this all my life. The most beautiful of women choose to mate with the

most brutal of men, instead of magnificent gentlemen like myself. 

     Women should not have the right to choose who to mate and breed with. That decision should be

made for them by rational men of intelligence. If women continue to have rights, they will only hinder

the advancement of the human race by breeding with degenerate men and creating stupid, degenerate

offspring. This will cause humanity to become even more depraved with each generation. Women have

more power in human society than they deserve, all because of sex. There is no creature more evil and

depraved than the human female.

     Women are like a plague. They don’t deserve to have any rights. Their wickedness must be contained

in order prevent future generations from falling to degeneracy. Women are vicious, evil, barbaric

animals, and they need to be treated as such. 

 

     In fully realizing these truths about the world, I have created the ultimate and perfect ideology of

how a fair and pure world would work. In an ideal world, sexuality would not exist. It must be outlawed.

In a world without sex, humanity will be pure and civilized. Men will grow up healthily, without having to

worry about such a barbaric act. All men will grow up fair and equal, because no man will be able to

experience the pleasures of sex while others are denied it. The human race will evolve to an entirely

new level of civilization, completely devoid of all the impurity and degeneracy that exists today.

     In order to completely abolish sex, women themselves would have to be abolished. All women must

be quarantined like the plague they are, so that they can be used in a manner that actually benefits a

civilized society. In order carry this out, there must exist a new and powerful type of government, under

the control of one divine ruler, such as myself. The ruler that establishes this new order would have

complete control over every aspect of society, in order to direct it towards a good and pure place. At the

disposal of this government, there needs to be a highly trained army of fanatically loyal troops, in order

to enforce such revolutionary laws.

     The first strike against women will be to quarantine all of them in concentration camps. At these

camps, the vast majority of the female population will be deliberately starved to death. That would be

an efficient and fitting way to kill them all off. I would take great pleasure and satisfaction in

condemning every single woman on earth to starve to death. I would have an enormous tower built just

for myself, where I can oversee the entire concentration camp and gleefully watch them all die. If I can’t

have them, no one will, I’d imagine thinking to myself as I oversee this. Women represent everything

that is unfair with this world, and in order to make the world a fair place, they must all be eradicated.

     A few women would be spared, however, for the sake of reproduction. These women would be kept

and bred in secret labs. There, they will be artificially inseminated with sperm samples in order to

produce offspring. Their depraved nature will slowly be bred out of them in time.

     Future generations of men would be oblivious to these remaining women’s existence, and that is for

the best. If a man grows up without knowing of the existence of women, there will be no desire for sex.

Sexuality will completely cease to exist. Love will cease to exist. There will no longer be any imprint of

such concepts in the human psyche. It is the only way to purify the world.

     In such a pure world, the man’s mind can develop to greater heights than ever before. Future

generations will live their lives free of having to worry about the barbarity of sex and women, which will

enable them to expand their intelligence and advance the human race to a state of perfect civilization.

     It is such a shameful pity that my ideal world cannot be created. I realized long ago that there is no

way I could possibly rise to such a level of power in my lifetime, with the way the world is now. Such a

thing will never become a reality for me, but it did give me something to fantasize about as I burned

with hatred towards all women for rejecting me throughout the years. This whole viewpoint and

ideology of abolishing sex stems from being deprived of it all my life. If I cannot have it, I will do

everything I can to DESTROY IT.

 

     My orchestration of the Day of Retribution is my attempt to do everything, in my power, to destroy

everything I cannot have. All of those beautiful girls I’ve desired so much in my life, but can never have

because they despise and loathe me, I will destroy. All of those popular people who live hedonistic lives

of pleasure, I will destroy, because they never accepted me as one of them. I will kill them all and make

them suffer, just as they have made me suffer. It is only fair.

 

     Why do things have to be this way? I’m sure that is the question everyone will be asking after the Day

of Retribution is over. They will all be asking why. Indeed, why? That is the question I’ve had for

everyone throughout all my years of suffering. Why was I condemned to live a life of misery and

worthlessness while other men were able to experience the pleasures of sex and love with women?

Why do things have to be this way? I ask all of you. 

     All I ever wanted was to love women, and in turn to be loved by them back. Their behavior towards

me has only earned my hatred, and rightfully so! I am the true victim in all of this. I am the good guy.

Humanity struck at me first by condemning me to experience so much suffering. I didn’t ask for this. I

didn’t want this. I didn’t start this war… I wasn’t the one who struck first… But I will finish it by striking

back. I will punish everyone. And it will be beautiful. Finally, at long last, I can show the world my true

worth.

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